Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Guys if I was looking at a place to rent on Craigslist and I go to click on the ad again and this pops up does that mean it's a scam?? I need to know because my boyfriend and I have been talking to the person !!

I am tried of ppl telling me how to run my life I took 13 pregnancy test and they all came up negative so that is why I had blood work done and I am waiting on an utlsound to come up so I can do that

I am kinda nervous to post this on here because of how girls from another app treated me and others. So fingers crossed this does not back fire in my face. So I am 37 weeks. I went to my OB this past Wednesday for my weekly checkup and she told me that I am 70% thinned and 2 cm. Question is am I going to go into labor before my due date July 21st if I am 70% thinned? Thank you ladies!