Hopefully someone understands this.
I've been really depressed lately..mostly cuz I'm scared I can't give her the life she deserves..and I'm constantly worried about making the right decisions..and Cody keeps taking it as if I don't trust him and support his decisions. It's been causing a lot of issues because he thinks it him...when Ive told him time and time again that it's just my emotions and my fears.
I feel like I'm just constantly screwing up and am gonna screw up our daughter's life too
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@mollyfulton1996 I'm like that too and yes I do believe that it could be due to too much alone time now that you mentioned it. I live with my man but we come home, do our own thing, the house is quite besides whatever each of us is doing... and often time i just think. Lol, we outta keep ourselves busier. I guess that means more YouTube and MomApp for me. Hehehe
@bbyzvcy18 I know I will. I just get wrapped up in my emotions lately. I spend most of my time alone, so all I don't over think. I'm not quite sure what brought on the depression..some days are better than others
I understand you. That's all that i wished for my daughter too. Unfortunately her father and i didnt last forever. Even to this day I wish that i could had given her a better life and oppurtunities such as for her to have both parents in the same house hold, a regular family outting, and stuff like both parents present at her special events. That's not the case but i see her happy, and smiling. I cant be perfect for her and make mistakes in front of her... I just hope that if she dont learn anything from me atleast she wont make the same mistakes as me. Sometimes our mistakes are actually eye openers for our kids. If you think about it we try to do for our kids the things our parents couldnt do for us. BUT, even so that has never made our parents bad people, right? You'll be fine and do well.
Maybe I should just go ahead and try for that baby girl one more time, get it over with and have them grow up together... decisions, decisions! What if I just end up with another boy though, lmao! I love my boys but I need a little girl somewhere!
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
So about 3 weeks ago I had a miscarriage... I haven't posted about it as it's been a crappy few weeks and been getting my head around it all.. well today I've been having clear mucus when I wipe (tmi sorry). It's been happening the past few days, I've been tired, appetite has been up and down, bloated etc.. I know the right thing to do is take a test but how long after a miscarriage is it possible to be pregnant? I'm not sure whether it's just ovulation that could be happening.. I'm so confused😩
Today just may be my lucky day you guys let me hurry up with this baby sprinkle and get to that hospital they coming they coming I'm dying I think it's real this time frfr my pelvic bone feels like it's having contractions
I am honestly in complete shock rn . Me & my bf really just broke up . & the sad part is I'm the one who did the breaking up . I've never seen him so upset . What did I do ? Like I can't even cry . I have no emotion . To know that I just broke up with my boyfriend who I supposedly loved so much . Maybe I didn't love him . Or maybe I couldn't love him the way he needed to be loved. idk all I know is I got tired of being a pain in his ass . I think it's for the best ... He'll find someone who appr...
@bbyzvcy18 I miss having a job to keep me busy