My HCG level was 18. I’m basically having a period. This sucks. I got into a big fight with my…

My HCG level was 18. I’m basically having a period. This sucks. I got into a big fight with my husband because he was drinking and I felt like he wasn’t being there for me. I feel like an asshole now because I know he’s grieving too.

I’m so mad at myself for getting excited. I told way too many people. I feel like an idiot.