I think I am miscarrying again. :( I thought it was breakthrough bleeding but been bleeding and cramping since Sunday…
I think I am miscarrying again. :( I thought it was breakthrough bleeding but been bleeding and cramping since Sunday and everyday it has gotten worse. I'm so heartbroken. Not that any time is a good time, but my new insurance doesn't kick in until March. I had to get a d&c in September because I wasn't miscarrying on my own. I'm worried. I wish there was something I can do other than just lay in bed and wait.
Rachel·Мама двоих (10 лет, 13 лет)
Yeah, it is just getting worse. I have all the symptoms of it being a miscarriage :( I just hope it is over with fast. I'm a mess. Honestly, if I lose this baby I need a long break. I need time to put myself back together. These last few months have been such an emotional roller coaster. Everyone seemed so confident that last time was a fluke and this wouldn't happen again. At the follow-up the doctor said I just have shitty luck and left it at that. I'm scared and not feeling brave because I don't want to go through the physical pain or see anything. I feel like that will break me. However, I know that this is a part of life for some of us and women go through these things and come out the other side and go on. Needless to say, I just didn't want this outcome. Most likely it isn't my fault but I feel like my body is failing me. I feel like I failed and my husband is so sad and disappointed.
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