Hi everyone... im new to this site and this is firat post on the emotional support group and im…

Hi everyone... im new to this site and this is firat post on the emotional support group and im hoping no judgement... im a single mum of 4 children ages 15yr 13yrs 10yrs and 4yrs i am also 19weeks pregnant soon as i found out i was pregnant my partner of 3yrs left me he made out to everyone im a cheat and id never cheat iv been cheated on loads by my older kids dads and beaten.. i thought this man was different his a single dad him self and i thought in time even if he didnt want me he support me with this baby but anyway a few weeks ago i lost loads of blood and clots and was so scared i messaged him to come hospital to support me as i was alone and he told me to do one... i have also found out he added a girl i know who is a slag i may add on fb when he doesnt know her and i honestly think there together or talking and this has left me feeling alone and upset cos i went to dinner with this girl and a few mums at the school in september since then she kept asking bout my relationship and looking back it started going wrong ever since then and now im thinking maybe they started talking b4 we split and he made out im the cheat to make him self look better and so if he is with this girl its all ok... i dont no who i can trust anymore and i feel so alone i hope this post is understandable needs some advise xxx