I feel like I'd actually connect with Jelly Bean if I had someone to share this with. Instead I'm by myself.
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Oh hun don't worry right now u have so much hormones running through u once u see feel and know the gender u will love that baby so much if ur stressing over how ur going to do it start putting a few bucks away every check and let people help u being a mother is so amazing I wouldn't trade it for anything
When I first found out I was pregnant I thought it would be hard to connect since I’m not with my baby’s father. But I can honestly say that now this baby has become my best friend and I love her more than anything. I hope you can get to the same place eventually! 💕
I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
I completely understand that feeling. While I do have a SO and 2 step kids.. that's all my family/friends consist of. I don't know anybody where I live and any one I would consider a friend is 6+ hours away, doesn't have much to do with any of it. I didn't even get a baby shower.. no point in it... as you get further along you'll connect and wether your alone or not you'll grow to love your lo and connect with no issues.. I had a lot of trouble at first. Didn't even feel real till about 28weeks. I'm 35 now.