I completely understand that feeling. While I do have a SO and 2 step kids.. that's all my family/friends consist of. I don't know anybody where I live and any one I would consider a friend is 6+ hours away, doesn't have much to do with any of it. I didn't even get a baby shower.. no point in it... as you get further along you'll connect and wether your alone or not you'll grow to love your lo and connect with no issues.. I had a lot of trouble at first. Didn't even feel real till about 28weeks. I'm 35 now.

Oh hun don't worry right now u have so much hormones running through u once u see feel and know the gender u will love that baby so much if ur stressing over how ur going to do it start putting a few bucks away every check and let people help u being a mother is so amazing I wouldn't trade it for anything

When I first found out I was pregnant I thought it would be hard to connect since I’m not with my baby’s father. But I can honestly say that now this baby has become my best friend and I love her more than anything. I hope you can get to the same place eventually! 💕