Can't seem to sleep tonight, my mind doesn't want to shut down.
I'm 5 days late & worrying like crazy....
I don't know how to feel if I end up being pregnant again....
Don't get me wrong, I loved being pregnant with both my babies, and I wouldn't trade them for the world but I'm scared.
After having to deal with my sons hemophilia its hard to imagine bringing another little one into the mix & than having a 50/50 chance of having another little boy with it too worries the hell out of me.
My son is a healthy, active, crazy kid and you wouldnt know anything is even wrong with him and like my husband says, we've done great dealing with it and we'd be fine doing it again but I just can't seem to wrap my head around the fact of having another baby - at all!
I'm just so mixed with emotions.
Just wish I could sleep and worry about this at a decent time of day & not 4 in the damn morning. 😩😴😟