Need to vent: first and foremost I love my son, I truly love my son he is the best thing that has ever happened to me!!! I’ve been for 12 yrs and have always worked. In Nov 2017 my husband gave me the opportunity to become a stay at home mom... something I’ve dreamed of since my son was born. I love and enjoy EVERY moment spent with him and I wouldn’t change it for the world.
But let me tell you... it has been sooooo overwhelming. From cooking to cleaning to doing everything that needs to be done during the day and still have to cater to my husband and our oldest. There are days that I just want to me.. like showering without being interrupted to using the restroom... I know I’m just complaining but today was the most overwhelming day!! I’m just so annoyed, I found myself yelling at my son for no reason, I feel so horrible. I think I need a break... I know it sounds crazy but I’m so overwhelmed.
I hear you I been a stay at home mom since she was born I love it but I wish she was older so I can sleep late etc but the annoyance will never be gone ur gonna miss it when they go to school
So someone contacted me waiting me to watch her son four days a week for $150/wk. I had to tell her that even if someone worked for $10/hr it only pays for a day and a half in my opinion?
I mean maybe I’d do it for $300? But the $150 I just can’t see if being worth it to me

All right so I figured out why I’m cramping I feel so stupid my mom told me to take some ovulation test and I took one and I’m like wow that’s really positive and then I took another and it was positive and then I took another and it was positive I thought I was crazy so does that mean I’m ovulating now and the other day was just a positive because the other day I got a positive I need help these things confuse me
I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. ...
I’m sorry but I’m still not circumcising my son 🤷🏽♀️ and I don’t care what anyone has to say about it either cause it’s not right to me. That’s their decision to make.
So...I hate breastfeeding. I thought that I just hated it the first time because I had so many issues and my son lost weight. But this time, things are going well and I still hate it. Does the bonding part come later or what? My anxiety is overwhelming me and I can’t enjoy it. I’m constantly worried that she’s not getting what she needs and it is mentally draining.
I watch the clock like it’s my job and at the tiniest cry, I immediately try to get her to latch bc I’m convinced she’s always hung...
@mom.of.girls, thank you. ☺️