Lol people don't understand where my anxiety comes from when it comes to confrontation. I'm not…

Lol people don't understand where my anxiety comes from when it comes to confrontation. I'm not anxious because I'm afraid of confrontation I'm anxious because I want to destroy people lives. Im actually very ruthless and raw. I barely can buffer what I say so what I say comes out very shaky lol.

My son has started to unravel the part of me that I've tried to keep hidden all my life.... TRY ME.... I BEG YOU. it feels so good to dismantle someone's mental.