Have to do so much before the baby shower on Saturday. I’m already exhausted just thinking about it. I really wish I had a close friend to throw it for me, this is stressful and expensive 😔😩
@luxuriousmommy3 omg im so sorry i feel so bad, just think once your baby is here it will all be worth it, well thats what i keep telling myself, think of the positives and not the negatives
@maria10165, omg yes I never thought it would be so stressful. I had someone that was going to help me do it but she flaked on me and I don’t have any close friends here, it’s like everyone has their own lives so I did everything myself. My family doesn’t live here in Hawaii with me
My baby shower is the same day, and your throwing it yourself?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@maria10165, aww thank you so much I appreciate it! That’s all I have been doing because everything in Hawaii is so expensive and trying to throw a decent babyshower here is like stressful and just so much money spent. But I know once I have fun and see babygirl I know it’ll be all worth it 💕