I am watching one born every minute and I can absolutely not believe that is gonna be me soon.
@sjbeanie i literally say that every single day. Whenever I look at my bump and imagine the size of my fufu I don't know how I'm gonna do it. The way I'm scared you would think that my first child was through adoption or something! God knows how I managed him and he was a big baby too!xxx
@micahsmoeder I hope it's not like the program 😂 I would be even more scared haha, it's mad that us women were built to push out tiny humans 🙈
@sjbeanie l know my lovely. I just meant that I would be going through labour and meeting little one. But to be fair the first time I gave birth was quite similar to some of the episodes I've watched. But then again labour is different for everyone xx
According to my midwives it's nothing like that haha they massively dramatise it so people watch it when in reality labour is much less dramatic than they portray it xx

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
@micahsmoeder my other half was almost 10lb when he was born 😥 God help me if this babies that big, 😂