I just need to vent, and it’s been awhile since I’ve posted on here...

I love my husband but I Hate when he’s “Sober”. Let me explain before y’all say “ you should be happy he’s sober, etc. etc. My husband takes meds for ADD/ADHD. And he used to be on 60mgs a day well we got different insurance so had to get new drs the dr he got he likes a lot and he gave him his usual dose every time we went to get his meds, except a few months ago he decided to cut him down to 45mgs a day. And hubby was doing well until he started his new job so now he’ll take a half or so extra to give him some pep or just to stay focused on work which is fine until he runs out... and he’s “sober” he’s ok the first two days but the 3rd day and so on he’s a completely (excuse my french) effen a-hole! He doesn’t help with the boys at night he sleeps in and if one of them wakes up at oh 4am I get bitched at for it, and he tries to tell me what to do! And he’s only like this when he’s “sober” without his meds but once he has them he’s the man I fell in love with and he helps around the house and with the boys and everything is almost perfect. I just don’t know how I stand being with him sometimes lol but I’m done venting and feel a lot better