I really don’t know what my issue is but I really don’t feel like myself and haven’t for quite…

I really don’t know what my issue is but I really don’t feel like myself and haven’t for quite sometime, I don’t feel wanted loved i feel neglected n It’s beyond awkward being around my boyfriend i guess that’s what you wanna call him smh i been trying to y’all forever but he says it’s never the right time smh it’s getting worst nobody will care until i loose my mind