Week 4 Day 1: I can barely keep down food for the past 2 days...I am in excruciating pain right now. I called my mom to ask her what to do, she said, "Honey, please get it checked." So I go out to let my pastor/mentor know what is going on, and she and her nurse friend tell me, "Oh, your probably fine, you just need to eat something light and force yourself. Take pain meds, and drink water." And I'm think to myself: "Fuck you religious bitches. I'll make sure to place my dead bloody fetus seed of a baby physically in your hands, and ask you what kind of a God do you believe in. Because my God wants me to be healthy and happy, and to take care of my own body...AND MY DAMN CHILD. " Guys...seriously I don't know what to do...I am caught in a rut. Please comment or message me for answers...please.