God dammit i keep having these awful dreams about the baby. The first one was about having a mc and I'm like digging in the toilet for the remains and then the second one was i was having extreme pains during an ultrasound and the nurse said something about the sac splitting?!?! Idk it was weird and scary and now I'm even more scared for my appt.
That’s scary! I’m sure everything is fine but you are in my prayers
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
School fees
Having an intense debate on Facebook about school fees for public school. I'm in the "stop whining about school fees and stop having kids if you can't afford them" camp and there is the other camp of "free school is a constitutional right! It's bull s*** we have to pay anything at all".

The best thing about having a Daughter is that I get to play with her hair when I'm bored lol 😍🙈☺️👯💅🏻💄 #my5yearold #Malaniairie

idk how I feel about this both Chinese gender calendar and this website says I'm having a girl has any one done these and they completely wrong??
My significant other hasn’t been to one appt. am I crazy for being bothered about it? I’m already depressed I’m having another baby. I didn’t even want anymore. I feel like I don’t have the support I need.
@amberspringer thank you girl i appreciate it