@angelmindizzi, you’re welcome! If it makes you feel any betteri was 14 when my dad passed away and was 15 when I had my first son and it was the best decision I’ve ever made. 😁 he gave me the motive to be the best mother I could be. I was working prior to being pregnant but then got another job after I recovered from having him. I got a car and an apartment by the time he was one. Keep your chin up, set your mind to being the best mother you can be. I went through a lot the past 11 years to get where I am but I never gave up because of my kids! Now I’m a stay at home mom and married to my soulmate and truly spoiled by him. 😍
With my first son I didn’t have a small round belly until the day before my labor started. Otherwise I looked the same way until then. Lol I woke up with an actual tiny basketball belly and was like oh my!
@worlds.okayest.mom wow thanks that really helps. Did people judge you?
I was super skinny with my son and got a job in my 3rd trimester because they couldn't tell I was pregnant. Some people just don't show.
@worlds.okayest.mom I just worry im not doing this right..like everything i do i double check online to c like hey did other moms do this. Or did other moms look so little.
@worlds.okayest.mom its like everyone at school picks on me. So they get in my head sometimes

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
@angelmindizzi, of course anytime! Feel free to follow me and message me anytime.