*~Rant-vent~*

So I have major trust issues in men just a little background information. The father of my son has gone MIA since I was 13 weeks or so. I recently allowed a man into my personal Life. I even allowed him to go to a doctors appointment with me for my pregnancy. Now I haven’t seen him in almost 2 weeks or more because he has reverted to old ways which is not my story to tell. And the worst part about it is I know he’s lying about all of it and our communication is dwindling. This morning I had court in regards to my dog and I was having a lot of anxiety. I reached out to him with hopes he could give me a few comforting words and instead he was too tired to talk. He treated it more like a joke when I could’ve been losing my dog ( I’m blessed to not have to get rid of her FYI! ) he asked me to text him after to let him know how things went and maybe I’m just petty and hormonal but I haven’t texted him. I wonder how long it will take to hear from him and if I will. I have to let it go but I also haven’t spoken about it. I’m really going to focus on myself and my son to be the best mom I can be and I don’t need a man by my side to do so.

Okay. I feel better now.