Especially while pregnant i get these deep emotional thoughts about my life. Often, it's sad…

Especially while pregnant i get these deep emotional thoughts about my life. Often, it's sad thoughts. You ladies dont know my story just like how i may not know yours, but i pray that none is as bad as mines. Most of what i can do is wish and have hope. Not knowing how to express my deepest pains, all i can do is cry.

The truth is i'm hurting inside, and slowly dieing... my heart achs, i'm in denial and helpless.

My happiness is my daughter, and the baby in me. BUT, sometimes i just want love... love from a partner who is committed. 10 years later and i'm afraid that i have made the same mistake again. 😔😢