Hey guys, Im here because I need to vent all this out. Just a little background. I'm 21. I have a beautiful son who is 4 years old. I'm pregnant with my second child. Due date at the end of August. I own my home still pay a mortgage though. Well my ex and I were together for 7 years. I met him my freshman year in high school and we have been together ever since until the beginning of December. We were planning this child I am pregnant with now since October. October and November I didn't get pregnant. I was sad he seemed upset to but we tried again. One day I came home from work and he said he wanted to talk to me. We talked. He told me that we were so young and we never got too experience being young.( Which we didn't. We never partied like our other friends we never drank we never got to experience any of the things kids in high school usually do but that was because I got pregnant when I was 17 and we both had to grow up pretty fast.) He told me that he wanted me to be able too hang out with friends and go clubbing and just have fun. He said he wanted me to get it "out of my system now" that way in the future we could be together and I wouldn't want to do any of that because I would have got it all out. He pretty much told me he wanted an open relationship. But he still wanted to live in my house and act like we were a couple in front of our parents but especially our son. I was so hurt by what he was telling me. I felt super betrayed and I told him I didn't want any of that! I told him there was no way I could stay in the same house while he does whatever he wants with other people and I do the same. I told him he had a week to pack all his stuff and leave my house. I went to work the next day and when I came home, he was gone. Just like that. We hadn't talked for about 3 weeks. I kept trying to talk to him and tell him to come back home but he didn't want to hear it. On Christmas eve I found out I was pregnant and I let him know. He was super excited but he didn't want to get back with me. Last week he called me and we hung out. We had sex and he said he wanted to take care of us and the new baby coming. He wanted his family and being away for a month he really missed us. He said he didnt want to move back into the house because he was afraid if we got into a fight i would tell him to leave again and it was emmbarresing for him to pack all his stufd and move in with his mom. I understood where he was coming from. I agreed and I was so happy! But a couple days later he was being really rude to me when me and my son had went over to his house. He was in a really bad mood and he said this wasn't going to work. I asked him why and what did I do ? He just ignored me, closed his door to his room and told me he was going to sleep. Me and my son left and there I was again broken and so hurt. I messaged him and told him if that is what he really wanted then I wasn't going to try anymore. And I give up. He didn't care and just said okay have a good day. I'm so lost and confused right now i don't know what to do. I dont want this to happen again where he gives me hope and then the next day be feels a different way and I'm back to square one. I'm allowing him to hurt me and my kids. Ladies I just don't know what to do with my life. He is all I've known. Today I looked on his facebook from my best friends fb ( before we split he never had one btw, and i still dont) and I know I shouldn't have but I did, and I was so hurt by what I saw. He had so many girls on there commenting on pictures of him. I seen his relationship status and it said "In a complicated relationship". To me I think he wants to be single and do all the things he didn't get to do while being a teenager but I'm sorry I feel it's too late for that. I feel like we both made a decision to bring another human into this world and that's exactly what we got. I dont want to be a single mother of two. But I dont want to be hurt again by him. I just have so much anger and sadness built up. How do I get over this? And when the baby comes if he wants to be together should I give him another chance? Also another thing. I cant pay for all the bills by myself. I can but I wouldn't have any money left to save for the baby or for just necessities of life. My best friend said I could move in with her for at least 1 year to get back on my feet. I could rent out my house and do that. I won't be so financially stressed so I think that is best for me to do. Any advice or any words that can help me get through this I would really appreciate it. Thank you