I’ve been feeling just straight perplexed lately. Postpartum depression has been kicking my arse hard this time around. Having issues mostly with self image, and it caused my New Year to not start off so great. I reached out to my SO, but every time he tries to make me feel better (calling me beautiful, letting me know my thoughts don’t define me & that I’m gorgeous, etc) I just don’t believe him. And he can feel that I don’t.. and it sucks that he tries but I’m stuck on a replay of shitty emotions. 🙄 Meh, curse you depressive state of mind.