Soooo guys I'm back after having my beautiful daughter Dakota she's 1 years old now and I'm back with news I just found…

Soooo guys I'm back after having my beautiful daughter Dakota she's 1 years old now and I'm back with news I just found out I was 5 months pregnant I did not even know I was pregnant I didn't get any symptoms and I started depo provera on September 11th and received my first shot so I went 3 days ago to my doctors to try and get my next shot she said that I had missed my shot and was supposed to receive it on December 11th and now I needed to take a pregnancy test to receive my next shot I went on down to the lab to take my urine and my ob/Gyn contacted me 5 minutes later saying my results had came back positive I immediately freaked out because I didn't know what I was going to do how far along I was or anything I just knew that I wasn't ready for another child I have a 1 year old already so the day after I had an ultrasound scheduled and I went to my appointment thinking I was maybe three weeks and I was going to get an abortion because I'm not in the predicament for another baby right now come to find out I'm 17 weeks pregnant a week away from being 5 months I seen the baby moving around and heard the heartbeat and everything it was no way I could abort that baby that was already developed plus it was 2500 dollars to get the procedure done and your taking a risk of dying at the stage of pregnancy so now guys I've decided to keep my baby girl and yes they found out it was another girl but I'm still having a rough time everyday accepting it I really need some encouraging words guys😩😔😢