Soooo guys I'm back after having my beautiful daughter Dakota she's 1 years old now and I'm back with news I just found out I was 5 months pregnant I did not even know I was pregnant I didn't get any symptoms and I started depo provera on September 11th and received my first shot so I went 3 days ago to my doctors to try and get my next shot she said that I had missed my shot and was supposed to receive it on December 11th and now I needed to take a pregnancy test to receive my next shot I went on down to the lab to take my urine and my ob/Gyn contacted me 5 minutes later saying my results had came back positive I immediately freaked out because I didn't know what I was going to do how far along I was or anything I just knew that I wasn't ready for another child I have a 1 year old already so the day after I had an ultrasound scheduled and I went to my appointment thinking I was maybe three weeks and I was going to get an abortion because I'm not in the predicament for another baby right now come to find out I'm 17 weeks pregnant a week away from being 5 months I seen the baby moving around and heard the heartbeat and everything it was no way I could abort that baby that was already developed plus it was 2500 dollars to get the procedure done and your taking a risk of dying at the stage of pregnancy so now guys I've decided to keep my baby girl and yes they found out it was another girl but I'm still having a rough time everyday accepting it I really need some encouraging words guys😩😔😢
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Welcome back! I don’t know what encouraging words to say but I truly believe everything happens for a reason! You are meant to have this second baby girl! I am sure it won’t be easy with another little one but you will get through it! Babies truly are a blessing! If you want to talk, I am here!
@mommiesaremagical14, I really appreciate that thanks so much
First, IM SO PROUD OF YOU for keeping this baby. There's a reason that baby is here and trust me you'll love this baby just as much as the first one. And they'll adore each other so much im sure. You got this! I could only imagine going that far and not knowing. What a surprise. Congratulations tho! You're a strong person. Sending love ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
IUI Monday!!
So today I went in for my routine bloodwork and ultrasound, and found out that I have three follicles at 17mm! Plus another two at 15mm. When leaving the clinic my FS said to take another dose of gonal-f and come back tomorrow to check to see how big they got and that we would do the iui on Wednesday. Well, after getting home, taking my gonal-f and going out to shovel snow (lol) I get a call saying that I am SURGING!!! I haven't ovulated on my own, or even come close to it in years...
Motherhood ripped from me again...
I went for my Anatomy Scan on Friday @ 20wks. I went in expecting to find out if my baby is a boy or girl, but came out feeling like I'm going to die.
Thank you so much I really appreciate the kind words