My drive to do anything today is just gone now that my husband can't make the appointment next week. :( we'll finally get to see what actually looks like a baby this time as well as the gender (we already know it's a boy from blood tests but it's still cool to see).

I've also been super nervous since I hit 12 weeks since my last appointment was at 10 weeks. Not being able to feel him yet and having my last appointment before crossing that 12 week mark makes me nervous for this next appointment. :( God forbid anything happened and I go in there without my husband and find out something is wrong. 😣 I know I'm over thinking it but it just want him there.