Sorry for all my depressed posts but heres a positive one but after a hell of two weeks. My boyfriend is getting clean again. I havnt slept since he has been up all night detoxing from what he took. He has been walking around and crap like that and I have been paranoid as heck. But just had a two hour heart to heart and he opened up to me for the first time in months! I told him i still dont trust him and its going to be awhile for the trust to come. But for the first time he didnt blow up on me. He is going to NA/AA meetings with my Co-Worker so im thankful she is willing to help. Shes 4 years clean!! :) but I am still going to keep an eye on him obviously. But praying today is a better day. And each day he gets better.