Havent been on here in so long. My baby girl is now 2 months old. Been going through a lot not just with being a new mom again but with other stuff too. but I finally feel like i have gotten at least a little more sleep last night then i have gotten in the last 2 weeks or so. I am not a zombie today. I forgot what this feeling felt like. I am actually enjoying my baby girl today and watching her laugh, i love it and i am not freaking out about the kaotic mess that is my house today. I am a neat freak and I hate a messy house... But today I am just with my baby. I am at peace which i havent been for sometime now.