Writting this post to send out how thankful i am for my boyfriend. Sometimes i get upset because he didnt help me with the laundry or dishes or housework is built up. I sometimes feel he did nothing to really help that day or he slept longer than i ever could. Reality tho hes here each and everyday cheering me on as a mommy. He holds baby when i need changes her when i ask makes me laugh when the dayfeels long.calls me beautiful even when my shirts stained with puke. Kisses me thru my frowns. Feeds me thru my horrible hangry attitude and loves me regardless of the constant mood swings. He holds space for me he always has and i know always will. He keeps me together even when i feel frayed and unattached he holds me. I am so blessed to have him in my life and need to at times let the pressure of the house go like i did tonight and just enjoy us. We tucked the baby in bed lit a candle and took a shower. Haa it sounds small but that moment was for us was about us and is us. We loved before we brought new love into the world. Our bond and depth of passion created what we hold dearest to our heart. Our beautiful daughter. I love her with all that i am but i also love my man and i cannot let us go. So taking a momment to let go of the small things of today and look at the big picture. He is here he holds me and thats all i needed to make it thru.. 💙💙💙💚💚❤❤❤