A little venting!
Why does life gotta be so damn hard!
I just want to be happy. Doesn't matter if it's being a single mother or being with my husband...I just want to be happy. This year didn't go so good for my husband and I. Never in my 8 yrs of being married did I ever picture us separating. It's been a little over a month. It's so hard cause I was a stay at home mom. And having to depend on him and my parents...being manipulated all the time. Its fucking sucks!
Hopefully I can start this job soon. Cause I really need it and it would be a big relief.

I just want to share my ring I got today. It's from a company called ashes into glass.
So not in the Christmas spirit this year 😕 I mean I'm happy I have my unborn & my big boy but it's just not the same without my little fatty, it would've been his first Christmas 😢
Is it rude to not want anyone at the hospital?
I was just informed that my MIL wants to be waiting at the hospital so as soon as I pop out the baby she can rush in to be with the baby. I am really a private person and dont really want anyone at the hospital when I give birth (except my husband). I was planning on calling all the family to come to the hospital once I was all cleaned up and ready for visitors. Am I being rude? How do I tell them I dont want visitors a minute after pushing out...
So I just found out that my husband is sleeping with my sister and they are making fun of me.
Well I just left my husband. Idk if it’s permanent or not. This is so hard....
Keep your head up! God willing, you’ll get the job!