I feel so impotent. so much pain in my stomach and constantly nauseous. i feel like a horrible mom because I cant do anything besides nurse him because thats the only time he wont be crawling all over me 😩 i am thankful for the help I get from my boyfriend. he loves his daddy. theyre only a foot away but I miss him so much 😭
@kambam ginger ale seemed to make the bathroom trips more frequent :( and oh goodness! I really hope I dont last a week. normally its only a 3 day sickness for me. im praying. as for chicken broth...I believe Michael was gonna make me some chicken noodle soup. lol
Yes nothing 😣 took me like a week to feel better. You need to eat and drink! Chicken broth, tea, oatmeal, smoothies, juice... whatever it takes. Crackers and ginger ale.
@kambam horribly!! I got the stomach flu 😭 theres nothing I can do to make it go faster. been sick since Friday evening. I'm losing alot of my milk supply I feel... either that or Derek doesnt want as much 😞 I need to up my water intake but I'm SO bad at it. stomach cramps are so painful and I cant puke at all.. I even tried to make myself and nothing came. just extreme nausea & dizziness ... (probably dizzy cause of dehydration). it takes me HOURS until the cramps go away after eating something. Michael has been watching and caring for Derek...which is so helpful and I love seeing them together as he is always working.
Are you sick? I got a bad flu when my son was like 7m. Sucked so bad thank god his dad could watch him. Feel better soon!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling...
What would you do? I feel so stupidly selfish if I choose to be induced because I want my boy to come when he is ready, but I am also feeling selfish stressing him out because everything going on and how stressed I am. So do I continue to stress him out or do I get induced and deal with this and let him be? Or will he be okay? I've been up all night contracting on and off but could it be from my nerves?
Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄
Not sure if I'm being just mean or what. But my SO used $160 from me this morning. I gave him my bank card because he needed $60 to get material for work. His boss was going to give it back to him at the end of the day. So instead of $60 he took out $160. Which I was a little pissed. (One of the reasons I just can't let him use my card. I have to go get the money from the atm myself if I'm giving it to him) then, to...

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
Yeah sometimes the fizzy will upset you. I was awful for about 2 or 3 days then just exhausted and weak for a few more days. I know it sucks but you'll feel better soon. Just take care of yourself.