I'm so tired of everybody telling me the b.s. goin on in my life is all my fault . I've been doin my…

I'm so tired of everybody telling me the b.s. goin on in my life is all my fault . I've been doin my best busting my ass everyday to be a better person I can't do anything else . I had to hang up on my grandma cuz I'm tired of the put downs like I'm on my end an at the bottom an I feel lik I keep getting kicked