Venting😞

My 12day old aas diagnosed with Salmonella, no clue how he got it. We’ve been at the hospital since Wednesday morning and theyre saying it could be up to 14Days!! Hes been doing alot better with antibiotics.
i have a 2year old which i havnt been able to see since it’s preferably for him not to come visit cause it is a hospital and he could catch something. Hes currently getting sick him self and im so upset because i cant be there to help him and take care of him. I tried to facetime him every night and he doesnt even want to talk to me,my heart is in pieces.
Meanwhile i have no idea how im going to be able to be with my newborn and take care of my two year old since we dont have a sitter or family to watch him since they all work.
Im stressing and trying to stay strong but ive been so emotional. I haven’t gotten much sleep,my back is killing me i just want my warm bed.(the hospital is frezzing)