I don't normally repost but I'm doing it today. Just read this off of Instagram and I hope to God this is a fake made up story!!

I would've killed him. I'm so freaking serious..

So not in the Christmas spirit this year 😕 I mean I'm happy I have my unborn & my big boy but it's just not the same without my little fatty, it would've been his first Christmas 😢

glad I'm not sleeping or the ass hole up stairs would've woke me up

Sora has a 103.5 fever. I already have her infant Advil. I would've have her Tylenol but I'm out. What do i do?

just feel super depressed. literally in tears right now. nothing I do or say seems to be going right. sometimes I wished I would've killed myself years ago when I had the chance. I'm sorry if this depresses you :(