I deleted my last post , I can't stand to look at it because I hurt so much

@mamamariposaxo @jingle_belles honestly ladies .. idk what to feel rn.i could cry ...but I wanna destroy things I wanna break things and punch things and scream an fall .. but I can't idk what to do.

@mamamariposaxo I will , I think I'll sit there and cry

@jingle_belles we don't have money rn , we just paid bills and spent all the money on food and Christmas presents :( .. girl.. I wanna go pamper myself rn.

@mamamariposaxo I wanna cry , and cry .

Listen to some music. I promise it will help.