This is going to be a rant/vent.. So sorry in advance mommas! I hope I'm making sense with this post😣

It's been a bit over a month since my daughter was born. The plan was to breastfeed, but of course, other things happened: I got an allergic reaction to the steri strips and was put on antibiotics; I then developed seroma above my c-section incision a week later, and ended up in the E.R. with 103.5° temperature; My OB came down to the E.R. and drained it from cutting a small part open (it was superficial (hurt like hell but felt so much better afterwards); I was also recommended to see a wound care specialist, and am now using a wound vac to get this finally healed up! 😧 I just want all this to be over with so I can finally bond with my son more and just do more than what I'm doing now. Lugging around a medical wound vac while holding a month old infant, having an almost 18m old follow you around and trying to get housework done is really difficult. I am hoping I have one more week with this vac, like what the nurse had told me on Monday at my appointment. I don't even want to go to the grocery store with this on. I'm not embarrassed at all, bc my body went through a tough time for my babies, but it takes a toll on my shoulder and back.