So emotionally there's the hard news. But practically it's been so messy. My family came from Newcastle and arrived at 11pm. Mum cooked and brought me meals so I don't have to worry all week. They enjoyed Hamza and Zaid and left today as they have school and work tmmrw. Physically having them round was helpful but quite demanding. My stitches are absolutely killing me. 2nd degree tear. My husband has left tonight to go visit my BIL and SIL and to offer whatever support he can. That however means I've been left with 2 kids 1 day after giving birth and I'm actually really struggling with pain. Tomorrow he has to attend the funeral and help with burial services. Everyone in the family is also attending and we really struggled to find any support for me. Luckily one SIL is staying behind. But she has school duties with her kids and her kids tend to be a mess as they hate going school. Beggars can't be choosers so I'll be round hers tmmrw.