So my SO goes to a jiu jitsu gym and has made friends with everyone there. He is having one of his…

So my SO goes to a jiu jitsu gym and has made friends with everyone there. He is having one of his friends that is a massage therapist come over tomorrow to give me a prenatal massage. I know I should be super excited about it because I could really use it. I’m just going through a weird social anxiety moment where I just feel weird about it. Hard to explain haha I wish I didn’t feel this way!