Super emotional weekend! Emerson turned one on Saturday. We had to cancel his party a few hours before it started because he had a febrile seizure. Scariest thing I've ever seen and my heart still hurts thinking about how helpless I felt waiting for it to end. I just keep seeing the emptiness in his eyes and it makes me want to cry! Hopefully that is the first and only one he ever has.

It's super silly but when I took this picture of my husband holding my son in the ER, besides thinking of how good a dad he is and how happy I am that his eyes are open and responsive, I thought that I'm going to need to share how much the nurses loved his cloth diapers and how easy they made taking his rectal temp [the 6 times they had to take it]. I guess I was just trying to think of something besides our current situation. But seriously, we never had to wake him or move him to undo/readjust his diaper. It was ideal!

Anyhow, I'm still shaken about this even though he is ok. :/ I'm so thankful my baby boy is ok!