Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Our Tiger Cub arrived this am one day before his scheduled csection weighing a whopping 9 pounds 6 ounces at 6:46 am. Ill update soon ladies ❤️

I'm 2 centimeters dialated 😶and I'm 40 weeks 4 days 😒🙄how possible is it for me to go into labor before Monday ? 🌸

I dont understand how someone can claim they are in debt, gets foodstamps, and has the smallest limit to spend on their children but also spend thousands on theirself. Shouldn't you take care of your kids and bills before? I mean, i collect foodstamps, but thats because after paying all our bills and taking care of our children's needs, we still need a little help. Anything we do for fun is saved up for, or is free. But we arnt going to spend thousands out of spite, greed or bordem.

Find it hard not to be jealous of my bf who gets to spend 8 hours every day away from our kid