I was the same, but once you're in the moment you just take every minute as it comes. Except at one point I was laying there watching my husband sleep and literally thought "what if this is my last day on Earth" which is morbid as fuck, and after it was all over I told my husband I thought that and he said "honestly I did too" but I'm fine. And I'm here. But you just have to try to push that stuff out of your brain and be positive. I will forever think my positive attitude is what made my labor and delivery so amazing.