Как справиться с потерей любимого питомца?

Not having a good day at all. When my fil brought my husband home, my fil picked up our propane tank so he could have it refilled for us. I got my dog some food and water and was going to take it to him about the time my husband and my fil came in the house. My fil asked what I was doing and I told him I was going to feed and water my dog and my husband and my fil just looked at each other and I could tell something wasn't right. My fil asked my husband if he wanted to tell me what happened. I froze because I had an idea what it was. I asked my husband if my dog was dead and he said yes. I just started bawling. He was old and just like us humans, animals have to go sometime too...I just wasn't expecting it to be now. It hurts so bad 😢