The stress from my fiance leaving for jail the end of the month is killing me. Physically I am present mentally I feel absent...i can't even talk to him because I just start crying so instead my inner bitch comes out and I hate it. I don't mean it. I just put walls up when I'm hurting 😢😟
@littleonemorning yeah I plan to. It's just a hard pill to swallow....i have a horrid anxiety disorder as it is so this is just making it really bad. It's going to take some time to adjust :/
@proud_mama, I’m sorry darling. ☹️ I know nothing I say will make it better, but just keep yourself as busy as you can. And take lots of videos and pictures.
@littleonemorning he's going for 15 months for an assault from last year :/ so he will be missing the entire first year of his daughter
May I ask why he is going? Or for how long? You don’t have to answer if you aren’t comfortable, but I’m sorry girl. I’m the same way when I’m upset, I just shut down and want to be left alone, but then I also want cuddles and everything. It’s hard. ❤️
@proud_mama, sorry momma! If it gets too bad, make sure you reach out to someone ❤️