I finished my first week of work. It was a good week but after I get off I am extremely sleepy. So I decided to go I am going to to my aunt's to sleep for a couple of hours. My life and kids lives are more important. Working 630pm to 5 am is very trying after. I am fine my whole shift and as soon as I start driving I get really drowsy.
Don't beat yourself up.. you're doing to provide for your family, it's all for them in then long run. That is what I tell myself.. I left my home at 2pm on Saturday and returned home around 11pm fell asleep around 12 woke up at 5 am (not counting times I changed diapers and bottle plus check on her fever) to get ready for work and returned home at 3pm. So my family have not seen me for for 24hrs. So please don't beat yourself up 😉
@starting_over39 I just need to pick up how items I do in an hour. I like my job it is just hard work. I need to do 190 items an hour and I am only at 115 right now. I need to come up with strategy to go faster.