One of those days 😒. Still going through my break up with my unborn child's father. It's been so…
One of those days 😒. Still going through my break up with my unborn child's father. It's been so hard . After 6 years he decided to leave when I got pregnant making up all kinds of excuses and promising the pregnancy was not the reason why he left . But I feel like If he was a real man he would have been beside me every step of the way . Right now is when I need him most . It's so hard to get up and continue on my everyday life without him . All I wanna do is sleep all day and lay around thinking about him . I've even went so far as to text him begging him to come back But he doesn't pay it any mind .I think it's really hitting me because yesterday was my baby shower and I was there without him . 32 weeks pregnant and depressed because of what he's put me through. I can't wait until I have my baby so my hormones can go back to normal . Maybe I won't miss him as much
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All this stress, all this sadness, it is not healthy for the baby at all. He's a piece of crap and not a real man for leaving you when you're most vulnerable. You have to remind yourself that you're a beautiful, strong woman who can go through anything. You do NOT need him and you shouldn't be begging for him to come back. Why get back with someone who ditched you and showed you that he doesn't want you anymore? I know this isn't what you want to hear but you need to put your child and yourself first, he can go fuck himself. He's gonna realize he made a HUGE mistake and when he does, he's gonna come back begging for you to take him back. You have to remember that you do not NEED him, you just want him around and you're right. If he was a real man, he would have stepped up to the plate and taken responsibility but he took the easy way out. You deserve an actual man, not a boy who walks out on you.
Alexis Kiser·
@scx327, thank you