I want my body a certain way but I haven't done anything to accomplish this. I haven't put any effort into myself and I don't know where to find the motivation. Depression sucks.
@_one_ofa_kind_, I'm def gonna change things. This is not me. Nor who I want to be. Thank you!
Start with a morning routine. U can find ten minute wake up routines on YouTube. You just have to tell yourself to get up and do it. I struggle with depression and it was really hard for me. I set alarms on my phone with reminders like you won’t get where you want to be lying on the bed, or inspirational quotes. You’d be surprised how much getting up and getting moving first thing in the morning can change your attitude about the whole day! And it’s a Great Depression fighter! @morganmommy79, you should try it too!
I honestly think that's my problem. I've let myself go and don't know where to start. I want to feel good again but have no motivation or energy to even think about it.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@morganmommy79, no problem. Message me anytime you want to vent. I still struggle with motivation some days, so maybe we can help motivate each other!