My husband is such an asshole. He tells me how much he hates me and how unhappy he is. Then the next day he wonders why…

My husband is such an asshole. He tells me how much he hates me and how unhappy he is. Then the next day he wonders why I am sad. He threatens to leave or not help often and then the next day he is fine. He withholds money and help. I can’t live w the constant instability. I never know what to expect. I just bought a

house completely on my own. We are moved in surrounded by boxes, remodeling projects started a bunch of stuff I can’t finish on my own nor do I have the money. I drained my savings buying a house so he couldn’t threaten to kick me out anymore. I kind of hope he just leaves like he threatens too. He is mad cus my lazy ass is on the couch after working all day. I am 35 and this pregnancy has been hard. I am 26 weeks. In the beginning he demanded an abortion, then when I was bleeding at 13 weeks he told me he hopes I miscarry. I know I deserve better, I am scared to do it alone. I know one thing, I will not expose my baby girl to this.

I know I need to end this: it’s easier said than done. I don’t have money for lawyers or the strength to fight the battle he will put me through.

I need encouragement not judgement or criticism, I hear enough of that already.