I love being able to breastfeed but I am super stressed out. I either have the baby latched to me or a pump. And God knows if i go to the store for more than a hour my bra is drenched....i know I shouldn't complain because some people can't breastfeed but I am so stressed out about life now I just feel like a milking cow all the time 😑
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
The first couple weeks are draining and super hard especially when they start there growth spurt .. I was so exhausted I felt like I was feeding my jellybean 247 I would get so over whelmed and start crying! You got this tho don’t give up it is so worth it especially with the bond u and ur bean will creat good luck momma ❤️❤️❤️