I start my first day at tonight at Amazon. I barely got sleep last night. Madilynn cried throughout the night looking for her pacifier. She kept moving around and crying. I woke up a headache. And my period started last night. This going to be interesting day and night.
@starting_over39 Madilynn took a nap. I was going to take a nap but she woke up before I could fall asleep. I am just going to make some coffee before I go.
Its not easy but hang in there.. it will get easier as she grows. I start work at 2:30 today, Talianna is napping and I'm on the couch dreading to put my scrubs on 😏.. cherishing every minute of tranquility 😉 @madilynn16
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@starting_over39 My shift was great and went by fast. But I was extremely afterwards.