Sorry for the rant I'm just so angry. I feel like a giant ball of horrible emotions. I'm officially…

Sorry for the rant I'm just so angry. I feel like a giant ball of horrible emotions. I'm officially sitting in my room crying while the kids get themselves on the bus because I can't stop being a crazy person. Why did he have to start shit first thing this morning? Its not even going to get solved I just need to get over it and I can't. I'm not crazy, I'm a pregnant women who NEVER sleeps and first thing in the morning I wish he would just shut up and go to work. He said I was being crazy because he said he was going to find someone at work to put tattoo ointment on his back and I naturally said you better not be having a woman rub your back....I, apparently was supposed to assume he meant he would find a guy to do it....yeah.. ok.. IM the crazy person...but why do you have to yell at me for it instead of just explain thats not what you meant. I'm so over feeling like shit in the mornings and it going back on the kids when I can't contain my emotions.