I can't believe how fast my mood just changed. I am so frustrated with these kids. They just don't…

I can't believe how fast my mood just changed. I am so frustrated with these kids. They just don't understand SIMPLE directions and it blows my mind. If I say go get the wipes and wipe down the table they go "ok" and then go stand in the kitchen for ten minutes looking for the wipes. THEY ARE IN THE SAME FUCKING SPOT THEY HAVE BEEN FOR THE PAST YEAR!!!!!!!!!!! why is it so goddamn difficult?!?!?! Idk what the hell im going to do when this baby comes because the 3 I have here now cant handle ANYTHING unless im standing right next to them. Their bio mom definitely did a number on these kids. Being an absent(drug addict, and abusive) parent will NEVER create anything good for kids. I feel bad I get so frustrated but I truely feel they are messing with me sometimes with how stupid they act. Some days they are so independent you dont know they are even here and others they can't find a damn fork in the silverware basket right in front of their faces. I feel horrible for even feeling this way but I'm only one human. 😢😭😲😔😓