*****Please help!*

I be been having morning sickness since I turned 6 weeks . Please don't judge but im a momma that smokes weed and every time my stomach would hurt I would smoke a joint and I would feel 100x better through out the whole day!! But when I try not to smoke, i have the WORST stomach pains , throwing up , food is disgusting but im hungry . Sometimes I throw up the water I drink too. The only thing that helps is weed . It makes my day so much better but im trying to better MYSELF and stop. But its so hard . Please help I dont wanna feel like this anymore. My stomach and back are so exhausted , I'm emotionally and physically exhausted . I just cry and stay in a dark room till I feel like I NEED to smoke again. I dont wanna feel like this anymore..