VENTING WARNING

Absolutely hate when my hubby complains if he doesn't get his full 8-9hrs of sleep! My baby boy is sick and has been throwing up quite a bit tonight. I asked if he could sleep in bed with us and hubby's response "was normally yes but I can't be waking up all night because I have to get up early for work tomorrow". Guess what do do I! Buy I'm expected to do all house work, childcare, pet care and budgeting on any sleep I get whether it be 3 hrs or 6 hrs (let's face it I don't get 8 hrs). Yes he works to provide and he does amazing at it but I can't do it all! We both really struggle with anxiety and depression. But I'm expected to push through mine because I'm mom. He can have all the time he needs to pull himself out but forget when I need to! Gahhh!!!! I'm just so frustrated and exhausted right now that it just hits me. I know I'm whining and bitching and I know I'm incredibly blessed to have him. I just needed to explode so o could move past it.